All’s True, All’s False.

=> from A:
I know that someone sometimes makes herself puke in the girls’ bathroom. And I know someone’s sad because she isn’t daddy’s only little girl anymore. And I know someone dearly misses her old BFF, even though she wanted her dead. How do I know so much? Because I grew up in Rosewood, Hannakins. Just like you. –A
Hanna’s thoughts:
But maybe Mona was never her BFF. Maybe she had just been waiting for the precise moment to take Hanna down, to get revenge for all the horrible things Hanna and her friends had said to her.

Hanna seems to have been more affected by Mona’s death than anything else. But that’s perfectly understandable as pretty much her life revolved around her and mona’s friendship. It’s hard breaking away from a friendship that meant so much to you, that formed so much of you. Especially because not only did mona die, mona lied (by omission) about who she was. Having gone through it firsthand (minus the blackmail and getting run over), I know how much that hurts. It’s like everything you’ve known no longer is true. Everything suddenly made sense but yet you wished that it didn’t in order to save yourself the hurt. For the next little while it was like the ground beneath you melted away. day and night, all I was able to think about was her, and trying to decipher what can I believe and what things i shouldn’t. trying to figure out what was true and what was total fakeness. I remember that after the friendship broke I was just so disgusted by every mention/reminder of her, and I still am to this day. It’s to the point where I can’t even mention her name. ugh. Luckily, I have a great support system behind me who was able to lessen the blow from the shattered friendship. It’s something that hanna doesn’t have and in this way I feel bad for her. How will she be able to cope with her past? How will she be able to face the new A? what she must be going through is probably ten times worse than what I went though and honestly, that was already hard enough for any 15-16 year old to handle.

if0nly Reads PLL: Wicked.,
- Mag.